There's one fly in the room.
As I hold my father's hand,
it is warm and I feel his love.
Although he sleeps
he still holds tight;
his mouth open, breaths come harder.
I rub his hair with my other hand, flick away the fly.
The dog is under the bed, strangely
never having been there before.
There is no air.
I look out the window facing the lake,
the water doesn't move.
Someone turned off the breeze.
My nephew is quiet in the other room.
My brother is repairing screens
My sisters are in the kitchen,
and I can't breathe.
His eyes open,
"I'm here"
He looks to me and winks,
and I know.
His breath changes,
long and slow,
as his chest raises
and lowers
then nothing.
One more breath.
And then nothing.
I hold his hand.
It is still warm, and I feel his love.
The dog comes out from under the bed.
Someone stole the air,
and I can't breathe.
Karen Gifford is an information technology professional by trade but an aspiring writer by heart. After living 20 years in Orlando, Florida she relocated back to her home town of Rome, New York last year to help care for her father throughout his unsuccessful battle with cancer. This experience and her mother's recent passing have given her a renewed desire to follow her true dream. At the suggestions of many loved ones she has finally taken the first step – allowing others to read her writing. Karen would be thrilled to receive advice and information on pursuing writing as a full time career; contact her at kgifford1@twcny.rr.com.